Sometimes life really gets me down, hurts me. I wonder will things ever change? Will I ever be really be happy, I mean I'm happy, but there are things I want to experince, and want and they never seem to happen, and that hurts. I just want for once to get want I ask for.
Right now I am so very hurt and upset. :(
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
Really?
Why do girls get online and blog about their periods, when they know that the majority of their "followers" are men? Really? I'm a girl and I don't really care if it's that time of the month! To be a man, and then read it I feel would be even more gross..
Yes yes I know it's normal and a natural way of life, and that we shouldn't be ashamed of.. regardless I don't want to hear about your flow anymore then I do about your recent BM (which is also natural and EVERYONE poops. It's almost like they are happy to be bleeding from thier twats! YAY!! Look I'm a woman now!I'm sure it's what every guys wants to know!
Yes yes I know it's normal and a natural way of life, and that we shouldn't be ashamed of.. regardless I don't want to hear about your flow anymore then I do about your recent BM (which is also natural and EVERYONE poops. It's almost like they are happy to be bleeding from thier twats! YAY!! Look I'm a woman now!I'm sure it's what every guys wants to know!
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Shows, Concerts and getting old! And dirty bathrooms!
My title pretty much says it all. Last night Mike and I headed to KY, for a good ol' Punk show! It was so strange to see people smoking in public! I have to say, even though I know a lot complained that we were having our freedom taken from us for banning smoking, I am VERY thankful, as is my eyes and hair, that Ohio has banned it! My eyes are really really bothering me this morning. They burn!! My hair also feels gross! The show was nice. Didn't start on time, ended late, got hit on by some guy who stared from a distance, and shot me the peace sign over and over again before actually coming up to me! Then when he did come up to me, he did the peace sign, then the rock sign.. and seemed to struggle to talk. lol. Mike kept saying.. "wow Katie you made him speechless" lol. I have no clue what was going on there. He ended up drunk as can be by the end of the night, and really funny to watch cause he could barely stand. I love being sober at shows too! Being sober, I get to see all the drunk people make fools of themselves. The drunk girls fighting over the band boy, the guy who can't handle how much he drinks.. pukes in front of everyone and goes on like its nothing!
There are down sides too though. Bathrooms at these places are always bad.. the worst bathrooms I've ever seen in my life. I swear all music venues to punk/rock shows have taken an oath to have the dirtiest, grossest, unsanitary bathrooms ever. They get together and say.. don't clean your bathrooms, or refill the soaps, toilet paper, don't mop, sweep, or disinfected anything! Whenever I go to shows I always try to go to the bathroom before the show begins and the people get drunk, and then I drink nothing the entire night, so hopefully I won't have to go later on in the night. So last night I do my mad dash to the bathroom. This bathroom is just gross! There was poop on the seats not just one but three out four, and the forth had no toilet paper! This is a girls bathroom!!! Never have I seen this in a bathroom that doesn't allow 7 year children!! They had no soap, and there sinks were dirty! WTF? I have nightmares about bathrooms like this! In my dream.. I hold myself. In real life I can't. After using the bathroom and trying to clean my hands the best I could I noticed that there was tons of writings on the wall. People was putting their myspaces addresses on the wall.. so I took out my black sharpie and wrote really big one wall "Here is a tip clean your damn bathrooms!!! Poop on the seats = EWWww!!!" Then I went to the soap dispensers and wrote really big "soap goes here" with an arrow! Then the doors with toilets that had poop on them.. I wrote "Watch out of Poop on the seats" I'm such a vandal! That's ok afterwards..it was worse. There was puke in the sinks.. because god forbid anyone go into the poop seat stalls! I don't blame them..neither would I..and you know I don't think I would sit on my knees on the floor in front of any of those toilets to puke..my mouth would be too close to the bowls.. and you know they don't clean those things!
Ok ok so I vented a lot about the bathrooms, but I'm so tired of going to shows and not being able to use the bathroom because it's dirty! The entire building is actually really dirty, and gross, most are! Last night was the added smoke which made it even worse. I got home at 3:30 in the morning and showered before going to bed because I felt so dirty! So I'm not a punk, or rocker chick. Never claimed to be! For some reason they seem to think dirtiness is awesome and cool! I like clean hair, skin etc! I like the music..but it pretty much ends there! lol.
I'm thinking about cutting my hair.. meaning me cut my own hair! lol..which means it's gonna end up uneven, and just messed up! lol..oh well! For some reason I don't like having too long of hair.. plus it's really dry I hate that!
OK I'm done..
There are down sides too though. Bathrooms at these places are always bad.. the worst bathrooms I've ever seen in my life. I swear all music venues to punk/rock shows have taken an oath to have the dirtiest, grossest, unsanitary bathrooms ever. They get together and say.. don't clean your bathrooms, or refill the soaps, toilet paper, don't mop, sweep, or disinfected anything! Whenever I go to shows I always try to go to the bathroom before the show begins and the people get drunk, and then I drink nothing the entire night, so hopefully I won't have to go later on in the night. So last night I do my mad dash to the bathroom. This bathroom is just gross! There was poop on the seats not just one but three out four, and the forth had no toilet paper! This is a girls bathroom!!! Never have I seen this in a bathroom that doesn't allow 7 year children!! They had no soap, and there sinks were dirty! WTF? I have nightmares about bathrooms like this! In my dream.. I hold myself. In real life I can't. After using the bathroom and trying to clean my hands the best I could I noticed that there was tons of writings on the wall. People was putting their myspaces addresses on the wall.. so I took out my black sharpie and wrote really big one wall "Here is a tip clean your damn bathrooms!!! Poop on the seats = EWWww!!!" Then I went to the soap dispensers and wrote really big "soap goes here" with an arrow! Then the doors with toilets that had poop on them.. I wrote "Watch out of Poop on the seats" I'm such a vandal! That's ok afterwards..it was worse. There was puke in the sinks.. because god forbid anyone go into the poop seat stalls! I don't blame them..neither would I..and you know I don't think I would sit on my knees on the floor in front of any of those toilets to puke..my mouth would be too close to the bowls.. and you know they don't clean those things!
Ok ok so I vented a lot about the bathrooms, but I'm so tired of going to shows and not being able to use the bathroom because it's dirty! The entire building is actually really dirty, and gross, most are! Last night was the added smoke which made it even worse. I got home at 3:30 in the morning and showered before going to bed because I felt so dirty! So I'm not a punk, or rocker chick. Never claimed to be! For some reason they seem to think dirtiness is awesome and cool! I like clean hair, skin etc! I like the music..but it pretty much ends there! lol.
I'm thinking about cutting my hair.. meaning me cut my own hair! lol..which means it's gonna end up uneven, and just messed up! lol..oh well! For some reason I don't like having too long of hair.. plus it's really dry I hate that!
OK I'm done..
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Ok let me try this again! I have been trying to write a blog all day long, but every time I sit down to do it, I always decide to do something else instead. Blah.. so I am trying this blogging thing, this is not my only blog, and I'm sure it won't be read by others, if anyone, like the other one.. which is fine with me. This one is free, and the other is 50 dollars a year..so I don't mind this one not getting read!
Today I spent most of the day with Nicholas! He is so very cute! He is 6 weeks now I believe. I held him almost the entire time.. it kinda made me sad :(
I've been sleeping a lot today. I woke up later then I usual do, and I took two naps today, and it's now 9:30 and I'm ready to go to bed already! I need to too, tomorrow Andrew is coming out and I won't be able to rest at all while he is here! He's worth it!
So I am actually showing myself in messenger! I never do this because I always get IM's from perverted men I've only talked to once or twice, they remember me, however I do not remember them! I'm talking to someone now, not sure who he is, or why we talked in the first place, but not only is he perverted (which I don't mind from guys who aren't strangers) he is really annoying! ugh, I'm not big on "getting to know" people online I think it's a waste of time, espeically if they live thousands of miles away and the chaces that we'll ever meet is slim, and if we do meet it would be a one time thing, and no need to get attached. You know?
So someone told me that they look me up online through google (through e-mail address) and that made me start to wonder..hmm.. I wonder what is out there about me? So I did my own search. Starting with my name.. actual name Catherine Anderson.. yeah not cool! Anderson is a very popluar name, and so is Catherine! There is a romance/book porn author with my name.. sounds pretty fitting huh? lol.. then I moved on to Katie Anderson. Still tons of replies.. I did eventually find me under cfanderson25, and KatieOkieDokie.. however there are more then one of them too.. I was actually shocked that there is another KatieOkieDokie!! I'm so going to copyrights to that name.. that's mine name! lol.
So after exploring my name, I decided to do others.. I did my friend Mike.. he's name came up with a lot, he does't have a popluar name.. and well I knew it was him because most was from music forms! Then I did the guy who told me he looked my e-mail up.. and wow.. the stuff that came up about him! I actually feel really bad for him and his family because it's really unnecessary! It saddens me. The internet is awesome, but at the same time it can be a pain in the butt, because once you put something out there it's out there forever! You can destroy someone. It's wrong!
Ok I'm tired and my mind is wondering all over the place!
Today I spent most of the day with Nicholas! He is so very cute! He is 6 weeks now I believe. I held him almost the entire time.. it kinda made me sad :(
I've been sleeping a lot today. I woke up later then I usual do, and I took two naps today, and it's now 9:30 and I'm ready to go to bed already! I need to too, tomorrow Andrew is coming out and I won't be able to rest at all while he is here! He's worth it!
So I am actually showing myself in messenger! I never do this because I always get IM's from perverted men I've only talked to once or twice, they remember me, however I do not remember them! I'm talking to someone now, not sure who he is, or why we talked in the first place, but not only is he perverted (which I don't mind from guys who aren't strangers) he is really annoying! ugh, I'm not big on "getting to know" people online I think it's a waste of time, espeically if they live thousands of miles away and the chaces that we'll ever meet is slim, and if we do meet it would be a one time thing, and no need to get attached. You know?
So someone told me that they look me up online through google (through e-mail address) and that made me start to wonder..hmm.. I wonder what is out there about me? So I did my own search. Starting with my name.. actual name Catherine Anderson.. yeah not cool! Anderson is a very popluar name, and so is Catherine! There is a romance/book porn author with my name.. sounds pretty fitting huh? lol.. then I moved on to Katie Anderson. Still tons of replies.. I did eventually find me under cfanderson25, and KatieOkieDokie.. however there are more then one of them too.. I was actually shocked that there is another KatieOkieDokie!! I'm so going to copyrights to that name.. that's mine name! lol.
So after exploring my name, I decided to do others.. I did my friend Mike.. he's name came up with a lot, he does't have a popluar name.. and well I knew it was him because most was from music forms! Then I did the guy who told me he looked my e-mail up.. and wow.. the stuff that came up about him! I actually feel really bad for him and his family because it's really unnecessary! It saddens me. The internet is awesome, but at the same time it can be a pain in the butt, because once you put something out there it's out there forever! You can destroy someone. It's wrong!
Ok I'm tired and my mind is wondering all over the place!
Monday, March 29, 2010
Ok lets try this again...
I pretty much suck at blogging on this site! I guess since I have another site that I blog on, I don't find it necessary.
Really I do not have much to write about, I live a pretty boring life, and I do not do much especially through out the week. The weekends are different sometimes, sometimes they are not. Sometimes it consists of hanging out with Mike usually playing wii or shopping, and sometimes we go to shows, or concerts. Other then that.. not much. Like I said boring!!
I sometimes miss hanging out with the girls. I really miss my cousin Hope. We use to do everything together, in high school we were never apart. Now we never see each other, and we never talk. I mean I found out she was getting married through facebook, I was in her last wedding. I actually haven't seen her in almost 2 years, which seems crazy, since at one time we spent as much time together as we could. I wouldn't be surpised if we just really had nothing in common anymore. I guess that is to be expected with life huh? The thing is I would never go back in time to re-live those moments, and times. I am so thankful for the best friend I have in my life right now, and the time I've spent with them.
Ok that's it. boring huh? lol
Really I do not have much to write about, I live a pretty boring life, and I do not do much especially through out the week. The weekends are different sometimes, sometimes they are not. Sometimes it consists of hanging out with Mike usually playing wii or shopping, and sometimes we go to shows, or concerts. Other then that.. not much. Like I said boring!!
I sometimes miss hanging out with the girls. I really miss my cousin Hope. We use to do everything together, in high school we were never apart. Now we never see each other, and we never talk. I mean I found out she was getting married through facebook, I was in her last wedding. I actually haven't seen her in almost 2 years, which seems crazy, since at one time we spent as much time together as we could. I wouldn't be surpised if we just really had nothing in common anymore. I guess that is to be expected with life huh? The thing is I would never go back in time to re-live those moments, and times. I am so thankful for the best friend I have in my life right now, and the time I've spent with them.
Ok that's it. boring huh? lol
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